mood mood kemari kau

mood i sekarang, nak menari. ye dance. HAHA.

bukan dance kat club ok dance biasa biasa je. eceyy :P

roomate i nanti nk pegy Loft kot siot je ceyy.

tapi saya?

but im taking back my love. lalala

ok lari tajuk. i duduk rumah je kot.

pokai pokai.

p/s: tak taw la apsal skrg ni suka gila kat zahiril adzim. ok maybe sebab dia suka benda yang aku suka? :)

surat untuk Tuhan VI

Tuhan.

kenapa kau ciptakan perasaan cinta dan benci?

terlalu banyak aku bertanya kan Tuhan?

Cinta adalah munafik bagi aku

tapi apa perasaan aku benar Tuhan?

aku tahu

aku tidak boleh mengatakan sesuatu yang Kau wujudkan itu munafik.

tapi hatiku...

Tuhan,

mungkin aku harus berhenti memikirkan tentang hatiku

tapi selama yang aku tahu

aku sendiri tidak pernah menjaga perasaanku

maka Tuhan

harus aku biarkan hati terluka?

aku penat

kapan aku bisa berhenti Tuhan?

carikan aku cinta sebenar, maka seterusnya aku akan berbahagia

dan tidak lagi bertanya

tapi akan terus berdoa.

gadoh

in financial management class today i sitted besides Lee, a chinese guy, one of my classmate back to matriculation.

and suddenly i saw something, something that i didn't expect him to have it.

a dvd, malay movie, name GADOH.

and i asked him whether i can borrow it or not and his answer was yes.

so back home, i watch it.

and one word to express my feeling. PROUD.

the movie was impressive, a very very good movie.

and i think GADOH has the best dialog ever. what i mean is, honest dialogues. take a look,

“Saya paling tak suka orang cina! Dia ingat dia bagus,pijak orang melayu”

“Orang Melayu bodoh,belajar tak pandai pun boleh masuk Universiti”

after all i think those are the words that exactly in Malaysian's head write now.

both chinese and malay.

i hope we can be together as one. Malay, Chinese, Indian or others, we are still one, MALAYSIAN :)

*enjoy the movie

and yeah, this is the movie website :

GADOH

btw i deeply in love with this guy,

zahiril adzim ♥

i wish he know

aku sayang kau

when did your heart go missing?

hari hari aku cari.

macam senang je kau get over.

kalau salah aku kenapa aku susah nak lupakan kau.

haish

aku sayang kau bodoh

*background music : cintamu by dygta ft iera

oh adi 6ixth sense

hari tu i nampak adi dating dekat mid valley

i usha adi and adi pun cam usha i balik, HAHAHA

maybe dia mcm perasan ada orang kenal dia, which is me :P

btw u are so cute la adi.

why don't u couple dengan i je?

haha berangan la kau lagi huda :P

benda bodoh

aku tak faham benda ni and aku rasa sgt annoying.

apsal bila kau dah couple en password myspace kau, hp kau semua kena awek kau yang pegang?

kau dayus ke ape senang kena queen control.

come on la bro dia awek kau je belum bini kau lagi !

buat hal masing masing dah la.

ni sampai privacy pun betina kau nak kacau apehal?

ape kalau dah couple memang xboleh ada kawan perempuan eh?

pukimak la betina kau tu macam haram !

aku memang anti orang orang camni.

sayonara

goodbye my boyfriend. i mean ex boyfriend.

28 nov 08 - 26 july 09

b perasan tak lagi dua hari je nak anniversary kita? mesti b tak perasan kan? :(

oh God

I AM SERIOUSLY FUCKING SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE.

lost

well i just got back from genting

ok la genting not bad

after that lepak bb with VERGY babes ♥ 

and meet my adik, arif.

2nd meet actly but only this time la dapat cakap lama lama

he's a good boy la, responsible semua :)

but yang paling cannot go ada orang bergaduh kot kat bb macam ape je =.=

then today just got bad news,Yasmin Ahmad alreaddy passed away.

and i just felt that we had lost a very talented person.

Al Fatihah to her may she rest in peace.

we never know when is our time is it?

a tee for dad

i just got back from mid valley

went there to find a tee for papa

tp bf i ambik lambat sgt so we don't really enough time to search for more tee

i sempat beli tee JEEP je for papa

it cost me rm109.90 but it's worth it

coz I LOVE PAPA so much :D

and i bought MU tee too ! hahaha

my life was sooo damnn fuckinn gooddd

a lot of guys still kenyit kenyit mata with me

but i don't layan la HAHAHA

but ada one day tu i pegy bb lepaking with my friends

and one of them brought her guy friend.

idk but that guy seems to likes me. huda perasan

i mean like if we go makan or lepak or shisha-ing, he always sit besides me

quite cute but damn too young for me

so kiddo, i let u go. HAHAHA

hopefully can meet him again he's fun tho :D

rindu nasi lemak

haha title merepek sungguh
actually i rindu gila nasi lemak
diet oh diet kenapa kau perlu ada? HAHA

mood : lapar tapi cafe ramai orang.

:))


im searching for a new house. TIDY and CLEAN house please.

nasi lemak kopi o

lama gilaaaaa tak updat blogggg. HAHAHA
well of course a lot of things happened masa i tk update blog ni. hehe

i broke up with my boyfie.
then 2 weeks after that couple balik.
why?
entah laa. till now i'm not sure whether it's a right decision or not
it just i couldn't find any guy better than him
tho he of course had some weakness too

so for now i'm still in a relationship :)
plus he bought me a chanel bag ! so i think boleh laaa. hahaha

but in 2 weeks to adala few guys yang i'm flirting with.
one of them i dah terfall in love pun.
but, he's a lil bit not suitable for me.
coz i think i always have to follow him
whatever he dislikes don't do.
whatever i dislike boleh plak dia buat. STUPID.
so i get over with him.


my classes already started.
lecturer business communication Bangladeshi la pulak. ADEHHH
sikit punya payah nak faham english diaa -.-
but have too coz it's a core subject.

well tu je la kot :)
for now i rarely online and updat blog.
maybe in august baru start active balik kot. hehe

till then, XOXO.