hangout

hey guys i just got back from lepak lepak actually.

with raziken hehe. lepak pavi je pun

we watched movie, final destination 4

haha and guess what i didn't watched almost 99% of that movies

scary doo, seriously.

sumpah tak nak tengok movie cmni lagi errr.

the best thing was, berbuka dengan popcorn je kot dalam cinema -.-

haha after that perut pun dah lapar we stopped at kfc and melantak la ape lagi,HAHA

after that i decided to go back to kejar monorail.

then when we reached KL Sentral raz said that his friend can pick him up at wangsa maju because he's fuckin lazy to wait for the bus to get home

so i decided why don't i follow him lepak lepak with his friend at MCD?

then he called his friend, get his permission than we take lrt to go to taman melati

lepas tu lepak lepak la kat MCD.

sumpah diorang memang funny gila do. hehe. bestt :)

oh and ada pics sikit. sikit je la. heee ;D

*ape la u phone mahal tapi bad quality camera HAHAHAHAHA

hey you. yes you.

can't wait to balik hometown this 17th sept :)

can't wait to meet sharel <3

can't wait for graduation.

can't wait to become a better person. *LAH?* haha ayat nabila huda dlm movie bohsia :P

hey people. :)

i just wanna say sorry if i ever make u mad, jealous or tak puas hati dengan i ke im so sorry

dah nak raya ni kan so just let the problems gone.

well i'm not a perfect person but so do u.

why don't we just forgive each other? that's better.

i promise tak cincang u 100 kerat. HAHA

u know, there's a time yang i tersuka dekat your crush

then suddenly he likes me too, i'm so sorry for that

i didn't know u like him.

u know, there's a time yang i bising pasal my success

then suddenly u felt jealous, again i'm sorry for that

i thought u will be happy for me.

how shud i know u're beaing jealous?

& what the real thing that u didnt know is that,

dah lama i tak happy and smile macam ni.

suddenly there's someone that changed me.

make me smile, happy and laugh again

so can u please just let me feel that feeling?

im not lucky enough in love. CAN U PLEASE GIVE ME A CHANCE?

thanks for reading. *fake smile*

perhatian

aku bukan bodoh

kalau kau nak sangat aku boleh je sembur kau depan depan

baik punya aku maki hamun kau

mulut aku pun boleh tahan bitch jugak.

so kau jangan nak berlagak sangat

and jangan fikir aku ni baik sangat

kau baru kenal aku berapa lama je dude?

kau tak kenal lagi HUDA yang sebenar.

berani cari pasal la dengan aku

sampai mati kau tak tenang, aku sumpah.

*jangan bagi aku cincang kau 100 kerat.

berperasaan tu buat aku penat

kosong. gelap.

aku perlu cahaya.

biar dari lilin, biar terbakar.

aku rela.

tapi aku penat.

penat mahu mencari cahaya.

Tuhan

apa aku langsung tidak punya harapan?

Hanya aku yang tahu rasanya

tidak dia. tidak sesiapa.

dan Tuhan

aku mahu sedikit lagi masa

biar semua tahu rasaku

maka seterusnya,

aku tidak lagi meminta, malah merelakan kepergianku

Tuhan,

aku cinta dia.

dan jika ketiadaanku membahagiakan dia

aku rela menjadi angin.

aku rela menjadi pasir.

dan aku rela menjadi binatang

yang dia tidak akan sekali memandang atau merasa kehadiranku.

aku PENAT menanti sesuatu yang bisu. PATUNG, terdiam. dan terus membisu.

dan yang tinggal cuma aku yang selalu berharap.

si malang yang menunggu bila waktu berputus asa.